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I'll be updating a few stuffs here, from now on...
I am actually planning on making a MUSIC or SONG review here... Foreign or Local, I don't care... So I'll be posting some of my entries from wordpress here (and it's definitely about MUSIC) ;)


Goes to show how I love MUSIC!!!
I'm a GO-GETTER Living life two steps ahead of the rest, they’re racing ahead. 
Sometime’s they need to be told, it’s good to slow down.
I like rugged and rough round the edges. I take rampling walks in the open air and appreciate the unpredictability of nature. I’ve got a STEADY attitude, people see me as a bit of a rock. When it comes to art, I appreciate raw and edgy stuff - I like to be challenged. I am definitely open-minded and I favour direct communictaion. 
As for music, I ruled by it. 
Always looking out for new beats and breaks. 
It is something I am passionate about. 
Obsession. My choice of treat shows love being a little bit naughty. 
Being good all the time is a bore. I’ve got a good sense of fun and maybe an infectious giggle.


Lilly Allen’s third single from ther album, “Alright Still”. Amazing song! Amazing piano piece too. Though I think I heard it before (I know)… The intro of the song actually reminded me of the song Wild World… It doesn’t matter actually, I love this song!  Gorgeous and wonderful video too

<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q2taE87t8Oo" title="Littlest Things">Littlest Things</a>

Sometimes I find myself sittin’ back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin’
And I remember when you started callin’ me your miss’s
All the play fightin’, all the flirtatious disses
I’d tell you sad stories about my childhood
I dont know why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We’d spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can’t shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin’ tea in bed
Watching DVD’s
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we’d buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
no one in the world that could replace you.

Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can’t shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things remind me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Who's EDERLYN?!!?

WHO'S EDERLYN?! *lmao* We all don't know, who the hell EDERLYN is... I remember when my cousin Jensen has been forwarding different text messages to me about that EDERLYN... I just damn ignore her... It was annoying for me when a month or so before December 2006 paved it's way then...

I'll be receiving 18 messages all about EDERLYN, which all my life not even my virtually I've know... It was irritating, but when people started to talk about that EDERLYN, that's when things decided to create different things inside my head...

My cousin Jensen is not a straight or let's say the "Hottie On The Loose" type of guy. He's somewhat belonging to the Third World... In short, he's GAY and COUNTING...

In Analytic Psychology Carl Jung stated the Personalities of Men and Women... The personas were ANIMA and ANIMUS... Wherein he defined:
ANIMA - an inner feminine part of the male personality and 
ANIMUS - an inner masculine part of the female personality

I personally thought that EDERLYN was just pre-made by my cousin Sen... The layout and the way the message was formed was exactly like him... I dunno, but I first thought of him when I started receiving text messages that involved the name EDERLYN! *lol* How lame it is for me to think of that! For a while, I thought that EDERLYN text messages are a hoax it's preposterous... Whoever created her has had this foolish and absurd mind. But still, creative, for the person behind that EDERLYN managed to see the success that he/she has started! EDERLYN's LARGER that LIVE!!!

Ui, invited daw tayo sa birthday ni ederlyn bukas. kita kita na lang tayo dun. text text na lang. - ace

sino ba yun? kilala mo? finorward lang sa kin eh! hehe!

Oist,bat d ka ngpunta sa bday ko? andun kaming lahat. Tatampo ko syo, parang d k nasabihan :(


I received that kind of message a few days after my cousin Jensen celebrated his birthday last December 28... What a coincidence?!? I say, I thought I had this misconception with regards to his invitation...

Sa mga tao p0ng ngtatan0ng at hndi nakakakilala kay ederlyn, girlfriends ko po xa.


Cno na nman b ito?! Nangengelam pa!

So FUNNY coz, now what popped inside my thoughts was "WOW!!! May BF pala ang lucrexiang EDERLYN na ito?!! Dinaig pa ang beauty ko!!! BUSET" *lol* But that was really FUNNY coz it's not only EDERLYN who's FAMOUS! Also ARMAN! So to summarize the EDERLYN text CRAZE, everytime I hear the name ARMAN, even if it's just someone that I met from an event, I can't help myself but BURST OUT laughing!!!

Guys,e2# n ederlyn 09267051080,pwd p dw humbol,ngt2mpo n xa,bt d nyo mn lng dw bnati,txt nyo n lng.ngatz!

-almira,cuz n ederlyn,(2do na 2) lmalaki n angkan nla!

guys,dhl d kau nkpnta s bday ni ederlyn...
Sna sa ksal nmen mkpnta kau! bka kc 2lyn n xa mgtmpo..

-rex,boyfrnd ni ederlyn...

ay kaloka!!! REX nman ngayon! C Arman ba o c Rex?

Mind you guys! Now I say, TO THE MAXIMUM LEVEL na ang CAREER ni EDERLYN!!! Umaariba!!! Di man sa TV, grabe naman na ang ISSUES sa kanya through text!!! KaWINDANG ever... And, 2 pala ang BF niya!? Now, I'm thinking how's Arman after being dumped! *lol* That doesn't stop there...

Gud pm. Naiwan kc ni sEn ung fone nya sa car ko. Dnt kn0w where 2 cntact her... So ive decided 2 txt lahat nsa fonebuk nya. Cencya n.


That text message, bothered me at first!!! So, right then & there I thought that maybe... "MAYBE" Sen, my cousin has been by any means acquainted to EDERLYN! *lol* But nope... He's not... I even texted him and asked him, "WHO THE HELL IS EDERLYN?" And his reply was,"Sorry sis... Di ko din kilala" *lol* Dammit!!! So, I decided to forward that EDERLYN message and replaced the name sEn after me... MaTs... *lmao*

Guys..Wala na c ederlyn, iniwan na nya tau!Huhuhu! :'( let's pray f0r her soul.

-bogart,mimay,almira,clarissa,at kung cno2 pa..


I forwarded that message to everyone on my list on my Globe phone... My friend Cristina even responded, "Hay salamat! Patay na si Ederlyn! Tapos na ang kahibangan sa text! Bwahaha!!!" I also received a message from my MOM saying, "Oo,patay na si EDERLYN at pinaglalamayan na, magsama kayong dalawa ng baklang JENSEN na yan! Mga wala kayong magawa sa buhay" - That one was a hit for me! I was expecting other person's name actually, coz the night I received that message... There really is someone who passed away at our place...

"SINO SI EDERLYN?" text promo!..

win a chance to meet nd greet EDERLYN LIVE!!!

Just text EDERLYN<space>GUESS and send to 2366. Text na!!!

That message was a blockbuster! Coz my friend Cristina replied and said, "Mat, akala ko ba patay na si EDERLYN! Nampootah!!!" *lmao* Bonggaxious! Meron pang TEXT PROMO!!! So EDERLYN really is a GLOBE Subscriber!!! Making great things possible daw kasi... So my Virtual and Real life friends GEE and CHARLES were like ecstatic and a bit curious what EDERLYN looks like... GEE, on the otherhand was busy browsing and scanning FRIENDSTER when she saw and discovered that EDERLYN has a friendster account!!! EDERLYN DIMACUYCOY!!! A hoax, EDERLYN is!!!

NAGBABAGANG REBELASYON. mdaming ngttnong! Kinukuwesty0n ang pgkatao nya!Ngayn, handa n syang humarap s publiko at sagutin lahat ng ktanungan s knya.ilalabas n din nya ang knyang hinnakit s diumanong nilangaw n bday celebrati0n nya.
EDERLYN, bbsgin n ang kthmkan.


FAMOUS EDERLYN!!!! Really, she is LARGER THAN LIVE!!! Live Interview at THE BUZZ!!! Crazy as HELL!!! *lmfao* I bet, whoever that EDERLYN is, TRUE or NOT... Whoever is behind that TEXT Messages! You're such a genius! You've made all people talk about her and the best was! Even on the columns of the newspapers! 

Sa mga d pmunta s bertday ng unica hija k0,andameng npanis n putahe,sa su2n0d mgp2sb kau kng d kau d2tng...

-mrs.Edilberta (ermat ni ederlyn) hala lag0t..

Okay, whether you guys, like it or not, THAT ONE was HILARIOUS!!! Everytime I read that message, I can't help but laugh! The part where I really burst out was the "HALA LAGOT.." *laughs*

Ui sEn dinNer tau 2mrw.. I'L pick u up ar0und 7pm.. Paalm kna ha..

utang na loob!!! magpatahimik ka Ederlyn!!!

New word in the dictionary:
EDERLYN-a word meaning mysteri0us.

i d0nt know what's in her mind. she seldom speaks. she's so ederlyn. hehehe! =p

She's so EDERLYN!!! I know a person like her!!! SHE'S SO EDERLYN!!!

Edgar Cruz-45yo tatay
Edilberta Cruz-39 yo nanay

Mga anak:
Ederlyn Cruz-18 yo
Edgar Cruz, jr-24 yo
Cheverlyn Cruz-28 yo
Emerlyn Cruz-12 yo
Ederloo Cruz-8 yo

sam perkinson-houseboy nila ederlyn
bruno:aso ni ederlyn

luisito-solid manli2gw ni ederlyn(since 7 yrs old cla)
arman-ksalukuyang bf
melencio-umaapilang "bf daw"

Pg nagyaya bko ng outing sa puerto galera ssma ka?? 6 na cgurado ssma e..


"tang 'na mo,EDERLYN! Pikon n pikon na 'ko sa'yo! Hindi na nakatutuwa 'yang messages mo?"

-ROX(walang koneksy0n kay ederlyn)

Some are even trying to invent a text messages too... Guess, because they're so freaking SICK and TIRED of that EDERLYN!!! Dammit!!! But for some, it's just their first encounter with those EDERLYN stuffs! *lmao*

mahal, nndyan b s arman? kng wla, kta tau s bhay nyo..

-brian, ang kabit n ederlyn

ang ganda n ederlyn, my kbit p cia!

This one's HILARIOUS!!! I SWEAR!!!

"kakasuhan ang gumamit ng pangalan ng client ko. Text messages will now be monitored!

- atty candido lakasta (atty ni ederlyn) umabot na sa korte! itigil na kasi pagforward!

"andyan ka ba sa inyo? punta ako dyan mamaya ha? nandito na yung order mo eh, XL na panty d ba?"

- thelma (avon dealer ni ederlyn!)!!!!
----> bbwwaahaha!!!

Pictures sa Party ni Ederlyn
pinadala ni Aling ester na finorward kay bogart 

Dahil sya ang celebrant syempre nakapula sya

syempre para surprise click the link

So EDERLYN issues didn't end there... There's this rumor around GLOBE Message Board saying that there's a binocular, and the person was asking if guys were able to receive an email from EDERLYN looking for ARMAN.

A viral marketing strategy of the Telecommunications Company or just plain old text jokes by TEXT ADDICTS? *lol* It all started about EDERLYN inviting her friends to a party were in she also stated on text message who (the names) of her friends who could make it... But of course, as to my own perception... There's one message who was misroutedly sent to someone and coz of that the people who are happily enjoying their UNLIMITED TEXTINGS, responded on the one message about EDERLYN's party... Till it, multiply... For some, they say it's TRUE, it really happened... EDERLYN's a true person... But for MOST, they say it's only a PRACTICAL JOKE, pure fun stuffs... Poor EDERLYN...

One thing's for sure... GLOBE, SMART or SUN's happy with the success of this EDERLYN...





What's Your Theme Song

Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC

"Back in black, I hit the sack,
I've been too long, I'm glad to be back"

Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos.
But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last!

Who's The True You

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be together with you always, no matter when or where.

With respect to money, you are a bit stingy.

You think good luck depends on maintaining good relationships with others.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be methodical in your ways - with trouble adapting to the rules of society.

You have a tendency to overdo things, but basically you value your friendships highly.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you make opportunities to interact with many people through club activities or a hobby, then select someone you like.
Who's The True You?

Thanks Mica for this.... Now I know and people will know who and what I really am now... I hope so...


50 Hurting Experiences... From Loving

1. Letting go of a person you've just learned to love .
2. Reminiscing the good times you shared together.
3. Shielding your heart to love somebody ;
4. Trying to hide what you really feel;
5. Trying to hide the tears that involuntarily fall from your eyes;
6. Loving a person too much;
7. Giving up someone you never thought of giving up;
8. Having the right love at the wrong time;
9. Taking the risk to fall in love again;
10. Hiding your relationship from someone else;
11. Controlling your feelings to avoid hurting a friend;
12. Thinking of him/her every waking and sleeping moment knowing all the while that he/she never even thinks a single thought of you...;
13. Letting go, because everytime you see the person, you only fall deeper;
14. Holding back only to find out when it's too late, you both felt the same way, but were only scared to lose each other so much that you didn't let the feelings out;
15. Falling in love with someone you didn't mean to fall in love with;
16. Finding the perfect guy/girl...with only one problem--- he/she doesn't love you...the way you want him/her to...
17. Helping the one you love "court" your friend / helping your friend "court" the one you love;
18. Seeing the one you love crying for someone else;
19. Waiting also hurts like hell;
20. Having to hear "... I've met someone";
21. Agreeing to his/her wish to 'just be friends'.;
22. Asking his/her freedom back bcoz 'he'd/she'd be happier with him/her' ;
23. Asking you to 'forget that everything happened' and be 'normal' friends again. ;
24. Hearing that you're treated as a little bro/sis (ouch!);
25. Sharing his/her future plans for the guy/girl with you.;
26. You stopped being friends bcoz his gf/her bf asked him/her to.;
27. Being denied in front of people.;
28. Telling you lies where he'd/she'd been when actually, he/she was with a 'new friend' or an 'old flame' (whew!) ;
29. He/she told you he'd/she'd be leaving you to return to his/her ex? the one he/she left for you! ;
30. Breaking someone's heart ;
31.Fighting for that one thing that would make you happy that is, holding on to a person who can not guarantee you his/her commitment unless he/she fix himself/herself...then, you are left hanging for the moment...then he/she says, time will tell... ang labo lang niya...but you still decided to hope in him/her and trust him/her ;
32. Pretending you're OK when inside you're dying... ;
33. Pretending to be strong.... and recognizing your weakness ;
34. Lying in bed each night, thinking of that special person you can never have...;
35. Being with someone you can't actually love... ;
36. Pretending you don't love a person whom you actually love...;
37. Being in love... ;
38. Letting go even if you really don't want to... having no right to say you are hurting because it was your decision;
39. Seeing the person you love hurt because of you... and not being able to help that person... ;
40. Having the courage to say "I LOVE YOU" to the person you love and finding out afterwards that things will never be the same again when he/she doesn't treat you with the same closeness as before
41. Having to face the fact that someone is capable of completely destroying the wall that you have set for yourself, leaving you weak and vulnerable ;
42. Admitting that you love someone despite his/her imperfections;
43. Finding out that the more you try to hate him/her, the more you end up loving him/her, perhaps even more than before;
44. Realizing how stupid your mistakes were that led to your break-up.;
45. The thought that this guy/girl, used to really love you and you loved him/her as well but you didn't give enough and he/she gave up on you ;
46. Sharing the one you love with SOMEBODY else....." ;
47. Making a promise....and realizing that when the time has come for that promise to be delivered....the commitment is no longer there... ;
48. Violating your parents' rules for that someone that you love.;
49. Leaving your long-time friends because the one you love cannot accept them.
50. The hardest thing about love - believing it.




Someday you’re gonna realize
One day you’ll see this through my eyes
By then I won’t even be there
I’ll be happy somewhere
Even if I cared

I know you don’t really see my worth
You think you’re the best guy on earth
Well I’ve got news for you
I know I’m not that strong
But it won’t take long
Won’t take long

(Coz) Someday someone’s gonna love me
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday someone’s gonna take your place
(Oh)One day I’ll forget about you
You'll see, I won't even miss you...
Someday (I know someone's gonna be there) 

Right now I know you can tell
I’m down and I’m not doing well
But one day these tears they will all run dry
I won’t have to cry, sweet goodbye


The Hardest Day

 One more day, one last look
Before I leave it all behind
And play the role that's meant for us
That said we'd say goodbye

One more night by your side
Where our dreams collide
And all we have is everything
And there's no pain there's no hurt
There's no wrong it's all right

If I promise to believe will you believe
That there's nowhere that we'd rather be
Nowhere describes where we are
I’ve no choice, I love you
Leave, love you wave goodbye

And all I ever wanted was to stay
And nothing in this world’s gonna change, change

Never wanna wake up from this night
Never wanna leave this moment
Waiting for you only, only you
Never gonna forget every single thing you do
When loving you is my finest hour
Leaving you, the hardest day of my life
The hardest day of my life

I still breathe, I still eat
And the sun it shines the same as it did yesterday
But there's no warmth, no light
I feel empty inside

But I never will regret a single day
I know it isn't going to go away
What I'm feeling for you
I will always love you
Leave, love you wave goodbye

And all, and all I ever wanted was to stay
Nothing in this world's gonna change...

Never wanna wake up from this night
Never wanna leave this moment
Waiting for you only, only you
Never gonna forget every single thing you do
When loving you is my finest hour
I never knew I'd ever feel this way
I feel for you...

Never wanna wake up, I feel for you, from this night
Never wanna leave this moment
Wainting for you only, only you
Never gonna forget every single thing you do
When loving you is my finest hour
Leaving you, the hardest day of my life...
Never wanna wake up from this night...



Heard from a friend who's an AI fanatic... I met him from a FANTASY GAME... Season 2 to be brief... He's PAOLO... That's his name... Maybe a bit slow (sometimes), but that kid has always occupied one of the biggest part of my heart... He's such a sweet kid that I often see myself dreaming that I had a brother who's just like him... He's not an ordinary kid, so to speak... He's 18 years old and yet he's a DREAMER at his age... He's dreamer, but there's no harm in DREAMING... I can see him famous and climbing up the stage of success in American Idol... He's now doing some Broadway stints and being paid... He had his lead roles already. Too bad, he wasn't able to come and go with his buds at New York. His parents didn't allow him coz he got school. Poor Paolo... But at least, he's got more time with us now than before he got evicted from the All-Star Edition of PBB Fantasy Game...

This "DANGEROUS" stuff came from him... Got it from him.. It's one of Katharine's (AI Season 5 Runner-Up) debut album... The carrier single was Over It... Pao actually sent me that song already. And earlier, Pao was like "I have Kath's new song!!!" From his message, I can tell his excitement and that made me push myself to actually like Katharine McPhee once in a while (after yesterday actually) - So, I became so pushy and asked him several times to send me an mp3 of that single... So he did... He also attached a lyrics for me, actually on the boards... So I read every line of the song and I was curious what type the song was... Over It was more like a "JOJO" song... But Dangerous was way different and it really is piercing...

I've had - once in my life experienced a "thing" that I may call DANGEROUS that I almost put myself on the edge of peril and it almost drive me wild. I was never really "INTO" that person but what triggered me the most was learning that, I was not the only one he's seeing. For a while, I know there were "2 of us" he's hooking up with... But I was so wrong... We were not just 2 but 3 or 4... Striking isn't it?

From the start of the relationship, I had this feeling that this guy might be just "making it all up with me..." - "That he never really liked me..." - "That he was just getting even with my cousin, who he thought and felt was messing with him" And the thing I was saying here about getting even happened years ago... So, what's the use of using "ME" as his "subject" in getting back with my cousin? Maybe he just thought that my cousin and I are "close" we had this bond that I say, I'm proud of...

But whatever plans he had of BREAKING MY HEART upon knowing and discovering the TRUTH behind his persona, well... I say, "HE'S WRONG" He never really broke my heart... Kudos to MATS! Kudos to TING! So I just gave myself 2 kudos for that...

Just to set things straight... He may be a real, true blue, certified PLAYER who got women wrapped around his fingers - I say... I AM NOT THAT TYPE OF WOMAN. And I am proud of it. ;)

He can come back anytime and get back with the other women he hooked up with before - but that's just because they doesn't know the "REAL MAN" that lies beneath him... He's a serious pervert and just never thought that he could be such a FOOL...

I've seen his true personality actually even from the start... But, why did I let it pass? I guess that's what they call "Spur of the moment" and "I don't want somebody stealing my thunder"... That may be my moment... But that doesn't count as MOMENTS that will LAST... Will last I guess, but that just MADE ME STRONGER and made me LEARN MORE THINGS about guys who are exactly like him...

DANGEROUS... That, he'll steal your heart and run away and play... DANGEROUS, he'll protect your heart, but will TEAR IT APART...

My heart never screamed for revenge, to be honest... But ladies that were close to his heart came to me unexpectedly and told me everything... From that, I should be thankful. But this time, I'll be more CAUTIOUS before crossing ones path, coz we all never know, what's up ahead. I can't say I won't let myself get trapped up but, if you can be a player, don't mess up with me, coz I can be too... But if you'll be, careful - coz you don't know what TIME can do...

Being a PLAYER... Being a POSER... Being someone that you aren't is such a LAME thing to do... I say, guys like him are such a L-O-S-E-R! ;)

Katharine McPhee

I never should have let my guard down.
I wish I never knew all the things I found out.
I wish I would’ve been more careful
And maybe I wouldn’t be running from misery.
Oh no, in the beginning gave me everything I need and more
I’m tired of dealing gotta figure out how to even the score.
It’s payback, gotta make him feel it
Playing with my feelings, ladies, I’ma tell it all.

Be on the lookout when he’s coming to your area.
I fell in love with him once, girls, I’m telling ya
I wish I knew what I know now.
I swear it never would’ve went down.

He’ll steal your heart away, then run and play.
He’s dangerous.
Protect your heart, he’ll tear it apart.
He’ll steal your heart away, then run and play.
He’s dangerous. Protect your heart, He’ll tear it apart!

I didn’t see the crash behind the bridge.
I didn’t see the missle that sank my loveship down.
Oh, I felt the hit, it was as hard as a brick. It made me shift,
and left me damaged.
Dealing with the pain was so hard.
I can’t believe the things that he did to leave me scarred.
And now..
It’s payback, gotta make him feel it!
He wish he never did it, but it’s too late to turn it around.

Be on the lookout when he’s coming to your area.
I fell in love with him once, girls, I’m telling you
I wish I knew what I know now.
I swear it never would’ve went down.

He’ll steal your heart away, then run and play.
He’s dangerous.
Protect your heart, she’ll tear it apart.
He’ll steal your heart away, then run and play.
He’s dangerous. Protect your heart, he’ll tear it apart.

I wish I never fell in love and maybe it wouldn’t hurt so much.
Inside, I tried to keep it in, my heart is screaming for revenge.
Caution me before you cross that path, you never know, what’s up ahead.
Don’t let him trap you up and get your love because. He’s dangerous.

He’ll steal your heart away, then run and play.
He’s dangerous.
Protect your heart, she’ll tear it apart.
He’ll steal your heart away, then run and play.
He’s dangerous. Protect your heart, he’ll tear it apart.



Life has different meaning, definitions... Some would say,
"It's just a LIFE..."
"It's the way we live and how we do things constantly everyday.."
"It is the quality that distinguishes a vital and functional being from a dead body."
Some would say, "It's typical... hard... sublime... absurd... the usual..."

I say, LIFE is DIFFICULT. For sometimes, we're on TOP and most of the times - "BELOW" and thinking that LIFE is so UNFAIR... That we might just be ordinary and take things the way we want it to be. The way, we walnt to walk our line. But sometimes, we just thought of the traditional ways, culture and the traditions that we follow, that we were all used to.

Life for me is ORDINARY... We may think that we're so down that we can't rise up any longer. We sometimes think that, "Why can't we just all BE RICH & FAMOUS and get the things we want in life... The luxe and the lifestyle of someone who was born with a silver spoon on his/her mouth?" But, life ain't always like that...

Life is DIFFICULT, but BEAUTIFUL... We may face a lot of circumstances... A lot of different things may trouble us but that shouldn't stop us from "MOVING ON", "STANDING UP STRAIGHT", "CARRY OUR OWN WEIGHT" - because moping around and putting yourself in a condition and situation were you're depressing yourself too much are going nowhere. I'm saying this not just to inspire everybody or anyone to live life fully and more worthy but because that how my life was and will always be...

I've had LIFE LESS ORDINARY... I constantly say that, that's "Life as we all know it..." When things suddenly fall apart or great things started to rise... But I'm living a life less ordinary... Coz sometimes, it's like I'm on a rollercoaster ride... That things happened so fast that from a glimpse and with just one flick of your finger you'll see yourself alone and can't bear the things that are happening to you and your life... That, one day I woke up with this smile from ear to ear because I felt so loved - but as I didn't expect things to be things will happen opposing to how you great you woke up and you'll find yourself so down and just want to end your day and sleep again. For wee all think, sleeping will be a great help and it can prevent us from doing things that we shouldn't be doing...

LIFE for me was NEVER A GAME... LIFE is LOVE... It is passion... It's how we love ourselves to be able to offer, give and improve SELF-ESTEEM. It's how we should love one another... Love one's lives, one's soul, one's heart, one's mind and be productive... Life is BEAUTIFUL... Some just can't see it...